life in big ass apple

Recently i moved to the Big apple...the big city...i just couldnt stay away, this place was to darn exciting. Well, i got a job, working for the America online of Bookstores, Barnes and Noble. Every day i walk to work, all ALONE, which i was totally scared to do the first time. I also walk home all ALONE and at 1 in the morning. The boyfriend tells me " just dont walk like a victim" How does a non-victim walk? I experimented with routes until i found one where i am most happy. Its quiet and actually kind of intresting. No one has tried to kill me yet but, i have had one entire cheese pizza almost thrown ontop of me. ACK!

Now that i have the walking thing down, i find it in my intrest to try walking to other places, that i am starting to get familar with. Yesterday i went to the post office and back all by myself (i was picking up a package of mail, i didnt tell the bill collectors where i was living now...he he) i was pretty proud stood in line and got my little package all by myself. Living in the suburbs most of your childhood life dosent prepare you for this Jungle City training.

Speaking of suburbs, i think i am getting suburb fever. Last week all i wanted to do was go to a mall. Isnt that sick? I wanted to eat Mall Pizza be around Mall people, sick as they are they gotta be better than these East Greenwhich Village NYU Film students, that i am having to share my sidewalk with. They suck i have never met a group of people that i have wanted to hate more than THE NYU Film student. These kids are so fake and they think this play and that movie was so great and they just suck it all up Blah blah blah. I hate them all !!! My frustration with them is really starting to surface and well...they all dress the same to at least the Girls. I think they are all conforming to some NYC Film student dress code that i forgot to stnad in line to get. The typical dress is. Black flared pants and black almost boot like shoes with clunky heels and a fake or leather collored jacket type tie around the waist sort of thing...i mean what do they all think they are movie stars or something. I dont know they just all suck. they come into my work and always want the stupidest books by all these unknown losers.. " Do you have any books on the Artist Sally Gumshoe" me "NO" stupid NYU student " well, why not shes so great blah blah blah" See what i mean...inside my head im thinking no one but you and your stupid little NYU self would even be intresting in something that stupid Not even Sally Gumshoe herself. Get a Life......

Euxine

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